I think I believe in aristocracy.

But that's not going to happen and it wouldn't work anyway (because even the wisest humans have an unfortunate tendency to be kind of stupid), so let's work with what we've got

I'm the most ambitious person I know.

Sometimes I'm also fairly interested in myself, and at times things like these make me wonder whether I'm just a typical Generation Y/Z narcissist who's pathologically obsessed with themselves and ideas of 'success'.

But then I think that well, I'm awfully altruistic and loyal and kind for a narcissist.

It's a good thing to be interested in yourself. As long as you're capable of being interested in others at the same time. People who are capable of giving a shit about only one thing at a time, people who actually have to choose, have either really small heads or really small hearts. There is room.

I've never understood the idea of ambition being reserved specifically for assholes.

Could it ever be easy

For months my life was like this:



Now I'm aware of society again, and things are a lot more complicated and I really, really hate it.

Some things are true, Harry, other things aren't

I'd like to personally meet a person with a Mark Twain style moustache

Many people choose to stop caring about others. They are all cowards. Walking towards pain always takes courage, and empathy means walking towards pain. But it's worth it, and it's heroic. Take the risk.